Star

Star. There is something about star that makes it more special to me. I'm married to a soldier, name Johannes. Before he worked as a soldier, we always go to the beach at night and watch the stars together. We talk about our future like we know everything might really happened to us.On our first date, I remembered Johannes took me to the beach and watched the stars until the sunrise. I was 16 and he 18 years old. I remembered when I get back home, my parents scolding at me for returned home late. I cried for a moment. When, Johannes knew about it, he met my parents and apologise to them, that's where my parents started to know him.On my 16 birthday, he gave me a necklace with stars, he knew how much I love stars. I had a picture collection of a stars and I always showed to him. That day was special. One day, after we get married, Johannes told me that he wanted to be a soldier because before this he don't have a real job. We started to argue and scolding to each other. I can't approve his decision to be a soldier.That day, when Johannes been asked to go for a war, I don't talk or give goodbye to him. Before he went to the door to leave, he asked me to wait for him. That was the first time I saw him cried. I felt guilty.Everyday, I waited for him and talk to the stars. I felt each every moment when I watched star I felt his present even through he was not there. I burst into pears. I keep on praying to God, for his safety. I'm afraid that I might lost him.One day, I heard a terrible news says that Johannes was crash on the plane. They could not find Johannes body. I just only can't look he picture when I miss him. Then, I cried again. His friend, that was in the war him came to give my a letter that Johannes wrote for me. They apologise for my lost too. The words from Johannes letter, makes me cried again. he drew me a star and told me how special the star was. he also told that he saw a shooting star at the war.It been 3 years, I haven't seen Johannes. The police also said that they could not find Johannes body. But one day, when I was at the beach looking at the star, I saw shooting